I have one of those friends, not at all beautiful but he travels, has enough money that he never thinks about money. He's funny, and we hang out twice a year. He let me drive his Lucid electric car, it's fancy, like only the 2nd in Canada. Goes like a fucking rocket. But as we sit and drink and talk, I smile and every once in a while, a "yeah, that's awesome, but fuckkkkkk you" sneaks in.